Friday, February 25, 2005
Hello! this whole week has been superr horrible. tests tests ans more tests... i failed e math by half a mark, then got 24/25 for the re-test, then had physics re-test today(u can INFER that i failed that too) which they made even more difficult than the one that i failed. Where's the logic behind that?don't get me started on physics...i hv only 1 thing to say: i din noe that MR chan can be worse than mr cheah.his mood swings are like the pendulum bob with a 90 degree angle. STOOPID idiot. so unfair! every class had two marks added to their paper cos those two qns had errors in them but did we get it? NO. he instead marked according to our answers. grr. My mum and other classmates' mums are gonna complain. i hope he gets fired and thrown out. Heh serves him right.
Dunno what the hell is wrong with the school or MOE. My class is i think the only class which has many cadet teachers... History, Physics Chemistry.Whatever, u noe 3/1 and 3/3 do not have a single cadet teacher. this might be due tothe fact that the teachers think that we will be able to cope with it but the truth is we can't! We are doing badly. What is wrong with them??!! Why us?
Well next week isn't very promising too! i have A math test on monday, chem on tues with chinese, chinese compre on wednesday together with geog. then i have to go for a booster jab on tues. i'll be missing ss and chem? and maybe wll be slightly late for PE. so i gotta take the chem test during recess? dunno la. wed i've got heats for 100m! YIKES! *drops dead* i've got trng on that day too! guess what we are doing for PE? weights n we also have to piggy back our friend up the steps. i made sure that i partnered Nerissa.heex. then i gotta go for heats/trng then thurs we hv to go for the 3D/2N sec 3 adventure camp.i am damn scared..i noe that i will be dead tired next week! i just hope that it's really worth it. i noe that i am not going to Perth ne more.there's no space. no news so far. oh well. I hv to go for heats...dunno if i can run for sports day.guess what beitris is in it too! she's gonna win me! shit with sam boh too! argh! i really don't stand a chance here. hope for the best!
Today was so great! waiting for Eve and going home with her for the first time this yr really topped the day! we had a sushi fest at coro! i really miss her and everyone. we really are drifting apart! that is what i am most afraid of. sigh!we had so much fun! *reminiscences* really wished that uni and val and the rest of them were with us tho. then it would have been one of our serene lunch at macs outing. miss that too. really missed the day that prem n I had lunch at macs alone. and we gossiped (gasp). well i will nvr forget the day that uni's wallet was at the school bus stop and we went all the way to SJI and back using my money.hahaha it was my fault la.i made her get on the bus even though she couldn't find her wallet. *looks away* we waited for 156 for so long that's why i was desperate. i din wanna wait some more. the best thing was that the moment we found her wallet, 156 came. God was with us i am sure! :D
I am so thankful for the rain yesterday! Invest was fun yet tiring. too bad i can't go for the dinner tmr. i've got tuition arnd that time. sigh. hosted ACS (I) and Cat High with Yvelyn and Seren and Al-Olympia and Emily! Did i mention that Al-Olympia's sis is so gorgeous? and they are superr rich i am sure.many cars, big family, lavish clothes and accessories. ah heck!hmph.
lent my umbrella to Marianne Chang which she has still not returned to me. the seniors were teasing us saying that we looked like a scene "from a love story" like whatever! cos we were in the rain and everything. groan
I thought i lost my wallet this week and i panicked like hell and it ended up in the car.thx to those who comforted and assured me that it was in the car! i guess u guys were right! :D then i did something even stupider that same day.i left the netball photos in the hall after i left for home. siti took it and passes it to a netballer whom she did not noe.smart.found out it was shona.i got hell from all the sch team netballers. well i got my retribution. ms shanthi just said it's ok. thank god. tried to collect all the money by today.with some ppl who did not order and/or pay yet.left a note on Ms shanthi's table to ask her to help me to collect the rest after they come back from today's match apparently, she did not even look for them. i hope she doesn't get angry at me for not doing my job well and leaving it to her. sigh. i hate being a leader sometimes. i was so pissed ans angry this week la. they only gave me the photos and order list on tuesday for me to coolect 36 people's orders and money. and the photographer came that day to collect them. of course i couldn't so we got an extension from the photographer. phew! it was not my fault! grr i really need a better life.
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at 9:23 PM
Monday, February 14, 2005
woohoo! like i am so ecstatic! i just came back the check up at alexandra hospital, and the good news is... i can wear shoes! and i can play sports! so this means...i can go for sports day and train and go for PE! yay! finally! i have waited for this day since last year. u all have no idea how out of shape i am now. like everyone else alr started PE and training and everything except me. so while evryone else is speeding off, i am still behind. -.-" haha...that's me! the doc was quite funny, at least he wa much friendlier than the other doc. oh well. he said that my toe looked good (is it cute or good looking?lol) so he said that i'm fine and i don't have to go back for another review! God has answered my prayers! i just hope that i'm not getting false hope like always.
the bad news is... i have three tests tmr. supposed to have e math today but i did not go to sch so i hv to take it tmr, then there's SS source-based test (which i am gg to flunk no doubt bout that) and there's physics SPA prac tmr). these three tests on top of the humongous amt of homework that i have accumulated since last week and not to mention my usual amt of tuition hw for chem, a math, e math and physics...and the usual arrangement for organ which i haven't touched for the last two weeks are the top priority in my head this valentines' day. groan haha...oh well. i'm glad i didn't go to church yesterday *wink wink* (i think.i just hope God doesn't punish my whole family for that) sigh...this wednesday i can finally wear the netabll jersey with zee and start out tanning sessions! hee hee hee. and i can finally start learning to do steps although everyone else learnt it last yr. i am so behind... i just hope that jasper (who always, unfortunately, is the goal keeper) doesn't step on my toe which is still nail-less btw.
ah well! i am just happy, trying not to think bout a lot of stuff but ya...pulling through barely.
i just wish that everything will change for the better after cny. aha! invest is coming soon! and...i am hosting first toa payoh sec. eeks i haven't hosted a sch before! oh ya...and i have to finish the slides for invest by wednesday and i am only getting the details like tmr! they expect to work at the speed of light? wait a minute...i don't even have powerpoint! argh! shit...i forgot! now i gotta msg Sam Lee. groan.
perth trip is STILL unconfirmed. my mum is supposed to give my teacher an answer by tmr.i think she forgot about it. dunno how i am gg to remind her bout it.i hate doing these stuff.she will definitely say that i am pestering her. grrr...and one more thing. I HATE GABY. she is such an idiot dunno what the hell is wrong with her. temperamental, judgemental...everything -mental! seriously think she has some management issues here. don't wish to talk bout it ne more...and i'd better start studying now! bye! i love my gurlfriends to pieces! <3 Prem, Sze, Eve, Gill, Val, Nicole and Uni! u guys rock! Nerissa rocks too. she's sucha sweet girl! haha...
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at 12:16 PM
Monday, February 07, 2005
guess what happened today. like mr cheah happily picked on me again today. tell u the worst thing, mr chan came in and we were like "we are saved! mr chan has come back to teach us!" but a few minutes later, Mr Cheah walked in... wth, we all nearly cried la. lol. i wanted to faint personally. ya, he started the lesson with: "who wants to volunteer to write the answers for qn no. 1 on the board?" obviously none of us wanted to. his face makes me sick. so ya, he said "ok no one wants to volunteer so i shall pick!" like hooray. -.-" and surprise surprise! he said "ok i pick...Melissa." i could have sworn the class kinda groaned with a 'again?' i actually knew he was gonna call me cos he kept staring at me before he started picking. so like i always do,i looked away hoping he won't see me.so unlikely. so i 'happily' went to the board to write out the answers and he said, "aren't u gonna draw a diagram?" my nice supportive classmates said "don't need to draw diagram la! (esp siree i heard her so loudly.) but anyhow he decided that i just had to draw a diagram.so i did that. grr...so humiliating. i hate gg up to the board to be humiliated by the teacher even though the answer is correct. -.-" the last time he picked on me cos i was stoning...i was staring at the chinese new yr board. it was much more interesting than his lesson ne way.and it was in chinese.i got the answer wrong, but that's beside the point. later, someone sent a little 'love letter' down the row that says 'don't sleep or do that, mrs tang is behind and i don't want her to complain about our class again.' like wth,i was not the only one not paying attention la. half the class wasn't! and he had to pick me. grr...
like later on, i din understand/agree with what he said so i kinda started my own little 'try to understand things by urself' session with swathi. he later said "melissa stop talking for a while and listen first." ya ya ya...i get u. ne way i just can't wait for nxt week to come cos...mr chan is starting to teach us nxt week! yipee! *jumps arnd* no more Mr Cheah!! *sings* oh well.mr cheah is a better teacher than mr chan and he's less fierce, but i prefer the non-jerk. ;)
I'm leaving for cameron highlands tmr! hee hee hee.this means missing school tmr and friday. and i'm not coming to sch on monday cos i'm gg to alexandra hospital for appt. groan...which also means, LOADS of homework. lucky me. about the perth trip it is still quite uncertain. my dad wants to let me go, but he's afraid that my mum will kill him or that we can't afford the blardy $1000. but i seriously want to go! like this is the only trip that i can go for. i don't wanna go to yunnan. and almost all my friends are gg! yipee! if i go it's gonna be so cool. since lynette and nerissa alr found a new room mate, i might be able to share with uni and val! woot! :) i just really hope that mrs kunna manages to persuade my mum to let me go. *prays silently*
oh i went for dressing today, my dad sent me there. THANK YOU! haha...my toe still looks sick though it's much better than the last time. It's drying up quite fast! The only downside is that while i am in cameron i have to do the dressing on my own, every other day. oh well if i want it to get well i have to do it. (aww... i don't wanna see my toe up close, it's scary!) lol. i still have to pack! *wails* i hate packing! i always bring too much! haha...now u noe, mel packs extra stuff. oh and btw, (i noe i'm digressing...but), mr cheah pronounces my name in a weird manner. i guess it's because he speaks too much singlish...and i gotta control my voice in class cos what i say bout the teachers they can hear...oops? ya...today has been so tiring cos i slept at 2 am last nite,doing ss. ne way i am still as gay (as in happy! not the other one!) as ever! i can't wait for my toe to heal, then i can do so many normal things...like running arnd and all that.most importantly i can train and go for heats for sports day! 100m rocks! :) yuppers! i gotta go now! see everyone soon!
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at 4:00 PM
Sunday, February 06, 2005
Homura is your ideal match!!
grr I've got so much to do and yet i feel like slacking so much. sigh. i guess i am still not used to school starting. i think at the rate that they are gg they are gg to finish two years' syllabus in like one yr. stupid. i think i screwed up all my tests. like i got a freaking 4/12 for my social studies essay. don't even noe what the stupid Mrs Fam talks about during her lessons. although i acknowledge that her geog book was written well. sigh she can't teach ss! what is wrong with the school. and my stupid physics teacher is so egoistic... i was waving to marianne chang that day and he was behind so he thought that i was waving to him and he smiled... like gross, what is wrong with him! major ego problem mann. *shudders at the thought*
sigh ne way i went for the toe surgery on monday, my toe's still hurting though it's much better now. so now my toe is officially missing the nail. haha. it looks really sick. i've seen it up close. eww...haha so well sonn's gone off to adelaide alr. cried OVER the phone. can u imagine if i went to the airport i wouldn't let her leave mann. OH WELL. i guess that's one good reason why i shldn't have gone. ne way i had chem teast the nxt day. which i screwed up nevertheless. can't imagine sending gill and nicole off. it would be so painful. i just hope that that time never comes.which will nvr happen but at least let us have more time with them? i dunno.
Cat class starts on the 20th. i just found out something that's really disturbing. it's just too unbelievable. sigh like i always say...why me?? my head's overloaded with so many things inside...so many things to worry about. i just dunno when i will give up and explode. mayb then i might feel better after letting it all out. *who noes* rite i'd better go! btw, PRINCE OF TENNIS 142 rocks! choutaro and eiji are the best! :) i love them! not forgetting ryoma, fuji and the others. of course i will nvr forget my beloved tama/taka (they're the same person btw) and kyou and night. they rock.
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at 11:26 AM
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