Thursday, September 28, 2006
I SUCK AT AMATH. I MADE MYSELF GET MY FIRST B3 ALL BECAUSE OF IT. !@#$% I just want to know what I got for physics practical now, so that I'll know what my L1R5 is exactly. Thank God my chinese isn't that bad, at least I have it as a safety net. I don't know if RJ will take me in, considering all the other better students that are aiming to go there! It's worrying. I know I initially thought that I'll do really badly for prelims because I hardly studied enough and for that I should be satisfied with my results. It is after all human nature to expect more. I know I expected to be taught a lesson for being so complacent about going to do well for prelims. It's not supposed to be this way!! Now I'm going to be much worse! I need to pysche myself that whatever I got was the result of sheer luck, and I can't expect to do as well if I don't work hard. Only then will I be able to motivate myself to do better. Getting these marks was exactly what I've always wanted and now that I've SOMEWHAT attained that, I guess I have to convince myself that I should and must do much better. It all began as if it were a dream, now it's turning around with the TWO SUBJECTS I SUCK AT MOST, being the deciding factor for my L1R5. I just hope I would be able to score well for physics practical. That's the last thing I'm asking for now.
Actually I've wanted to apologise for being insensitive to many many people. I know I'm pretty much unable to control myself when I do well and tend to blurt out nonsense. For that I sincerely apologise. Also like I said, the only way for me to motivate myself is to say that I didn't do as well as I feel I should. If saying that has hurt anyone in any way, I'm terribly sorry. Hopefully, you'll forgive me? I promise I'll make a conscious effort to be more sensitive in the future.
I shall applaud myself for being so damn horrible at doing AMATH. *claps*
QUOTE OF THE DAY: "Remember, how ever well you do, there will always be someone better than you." - HOW VERY TRUE.
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