Thursday, January 18, 2007
It's over. I guess this was what I wanted: a closure to things, so that I could move on. But I wonder, maybe what Uni said is true. After some time you'll think that wanting to remain as friends after was a stupid idea. But then again, we're not even talking now. I see him in school and all I wanna do is run away. I guess I've not exactly come to terms with it? Or I'm just not ready to face him now. I don't know how to react. I don't want to sound like some weakling but yeah we did have some fun times. I can't forget them at the moment but I must say that I've been getting along rather fine these few days ever since tuesday.
Much thanks to JULIAN (MY DA GE) and 08S07B! THE BESTEST MOST FUNNEST CLASS! We've been having so much fun and being with them takes my mind off things. I mean Julian probably doesn't even know what happened, but hanging out with him is just totally fun. I can laugh at his forgetfulness and his state of oblivion on certain occasions, laugh at my class guys who are damn 'gay'! (they actually joined their hands to form a heart while taking class pics, which we do everyday) But it's all in good fun. And they've unknowingly helped me to forget things, preoccupy myself. HAHA 'playing games' with Julian at the library (which is mugging really, just that he doesn't want our class to think we're like MUGGERS), has been so enjoyable. I get work done and have fun at the same time! We help each other, and that's the beauty of this whole system. He's like some math pro, even though he denies it.
Yes he's like my closest friend in school/class now, and my class has started teasing us. WHY AM I NOT SURPRISED. Yi-Lin refers to him as 'MY JULIAN' -.- please la. Hiok Chiou gives us this extremely cheeky face (which I never thought he was capable of, until recently) everytime I talk to Julian. The rest of the class probably thinks that we're together. EVEN the chem relief teacher saw us yesterday and thought we were together. ERR? Julian and I laugh about it telling everyone: HELLO? We can't have feelings for a sibling, it's like....INCEST! HILARIOUS I TELL YOU. We both mug together because we're one of the few non-raffles people, so we've got lots of catching up to do and we motivate each other, not because of anything else!
ANYWAY, I got into track too. PROBLEM NUMBER TWO. NETBALL OR TRACK? Track trainings for sprinters = mon, wed, fri. Netball trainings = tues, thurs, sat. IF BOTH = MON TO SAT. PHYSICALLY IMPOSSIBLE AND TOO TIME CONSUMING. I've got to make a choice. SOON. PRONTO. Only 12+4 out of 22 people can represent school for netball, but I think in track nationals next year I'll stand quite a high chance of representing school? Mr Yeo the coach said that training for this year's nationals is quite too late. Gotta be in the team by May apparently. Netball season ends in the END of MAY. >.< I LIKE SPRINTING PLUS I LOVE NETBALL TOO. IF only I had Hermione's time turner. OOH, so tempting!
OKIE POKIES, MELLIE GOTTA SLEEP SOON. Totally tired out after trainings and all. CIAO! (:
Thanks to all who've been so concerned about me, helping me with this situation: CLARE, JESS, MARIE, SAM, RECA, ANABEL, ELAINE, STEFFI (MY DA JIE!), NICOLEY WOLEY, EUNICE, EVEN HENRY AND EVERYONE ELSE WHO HAVE HELPED IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. THE CHAPTER HAS FINALLY ENDED AND IT'S TIME FOR THE NEXT NOVEL YES? THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. I LOVE YOU GUYS TRUCKLOADS!
I ASK FOR THE GRACE TO TRUST MYSELF TOTALLY TO GOD'S LOVE
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