Wednesday, February 28, 2007
THINGS NEVER TO DO WHEN I'M FEELING EMOTIONAL:
1. READ through that DAMN book
2.TALK about past failures
3. BLAME myself for EVERYTHING
4. THINK ABOUT IJ
5 START MISSING FRIENDS
6. LISTEN to SAD SONGS
7. LOOK through PICTURES
8. RECALL huge pile of work waiting for me
9. WATCH sad shows
10. REMINDING myself of my melancholy
11. TRY crying
12. FAIL to cry
13. ANOTHER failure. GREAT.
URGH.
I whispered
at 12:15 AM
Monday, February 26, 2007
TODAY is officially 'lets-be-sick-and-not-go-to-school' day. I MEAN, STEFFI AND I DIDN'T GO TO SCHOOL. ON THE SAME DAY! stupid flu viruses. ): poor steffi is feeling much worse than I am though, with her fever and everything. Having a flu isn't that bad, but the stupid medication makes me like dizzy and headachy. *grumbles* I think it's the clarinase. Great that it's non-drowsy and everything, but it's a little too strong for poor me I suppose. BUT LIKE, IT'S SUGAR COATED! *gasp* OMG YAY.
I spent my entire weekend being a complete loser with a rudolph red nose (and it's not even christmas yet!) Everyone's been such an angel these few days, asking me if I'm all right and all. Thanks a lot! Mel appreciates it. (: Tomorrow's IJ's thanksgiving mass, but I doubt I'm going. It'll be illegal to do so, since most of the colleges disallow their students to skip school for such an occasion. According to Jianhao, Val got CWO for skipping school for three days! It's rather stringent of them really.
RAH I WANNA GO! ):
GUESS WHAT! Due this week is:
1. chinese presentation and 1500 word report on CHINATOWN -.-
2. International history assignment
3. SEA history assignment
OMG PLEASE. >.<
I whispered
at 7:56 PM
Sunday, February 18, 2007
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR ONE AND ALL (: MAY THIS YEAR BE FILLED WITH HAPPINESS, PROSPERITY AND SUCCESS! ENJOY THE FEW DAYS OF 'HOLIDAY'! (even though we're piled with lots of work plus a chemistry test when we get back, tsk)
NOTE TO SELF: I need a new book to keep my happy memories now. The other one I had should be burnt in the depths of hell. My inbox is FULL of messages I wanna keep. Need to clear them out soon.
FRIDAY
TAKE 5 AT CCAB. CONGRATS to TRIAD for winning first! YAY, I SUPPORT TRIAD. HARDCORE FAN :D Went out with class for lunch at KAP MACS after that. We actually stood in the sweltering heat for a few hours that day, which resulted in a sunburn for me and most of the girls. FOR ONCE, I was at a place VERY CLOSE TO MY HOUSE. So I took about 10 minutes to reach home. AND I GOT SENT HOME (: YAY.
I went to BUTTER FACTORY! It was a night filled with hot dance hits, cool moves, SOMETHING UNPLEASANT, and lots and lots of SMOKE. Don't even get me started on how badly my clothes and hair smelt of smoke after that. UNBEARABLE I TELL YOU, my eyes were starting to tear after a few hours there. HOWEVER, I have to really credit the DJs of BUTTER FACTORY. They're superb, and rumour has it that they're superb EVERY NIGHT. KUDOS TO THEM. I felt so damn high that night. Went there at around 11 and reached home at 4, showered and plopped myself onto the bed immediately, therefore catching a cold ): I had drinks but didn't get drunk of course. In fact, I was surprised by my soberness. Well I stayed over at my uncle's place till saturday then left for home for REUNION DINNER.
SATURDAY
Chinatown-ing with Julian to get pictures and all for our chinese project. Kenny and Shunta (aka FU JUN) couldn't make it, so the two of us had to do it. Anyway, it was really hot again and despite our exhaustion, we both had fun. Talking lots of rubbish, having lunch and all. Finished off early so we headed to town to get his shirts. OMG TOPSHOP, GAP = LOVE. TOPMAN HAS NICE STUFF (for guys of course) Then, I got sent home AGAIN.
SUNDAY
Spent the day at my grandmother's place, playing JINRUMMY! YAY the game is just wonderful. Even though I lost almost every other game and ended up being the loser, I had fun laughing my heart out while my whole family cheated in the game. I can safely say I was the one with the most integrity! YET I LOST. THE WORLD ISN'T FAIR. HAHAHA I'M KIDDING. One day I really need to teach my family how to play bridge. SO THAT WHEN MY CARDS AREN'T GOOD ENOUGH FOR JINRUMMY, I CAN SIMPLY SWITCH TO PLAY BRIDGE. YAY I LIKE MY IDEA.
ANYWAY, I realised I've NOT DONE ANY WORK AT ALL. ): SOOO DEAD. SO, I'm off to try to get some work done before I end up been skewered by my teachers. TATA! <3
I whispered
at 7:40 PM
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
1. COMMITTMENT
2. HEART OF SERVICE.
I can fulfill two, BUT WHAT ABOUT ONE? I want to join student council so badly, but can I afford to put it first, instead of netball and track? CAN I COPE WITH THE WORK LOAD AND EXTRA ACTIVITIES? GERMAINE'S PULLING OUT I THINK. BUT STEFFI IS RUNNING! I WANNA RUN TOO!
VALENTINE'S DAY TODAY! THANKS EVERYONE! :D SO HYPER AND EVERYTHING. Especially since: STEFFI LOVES ME YAY! being stamped 20 times on me! EVEN MY LEG. HOW HOT! KIDDING, I shan't scare people with my narcissism. AHHH even though there's econs essay test tomorrow and like I've not started reading anything and that my econs is such a loser, I'M DAMN HYPER AND HIGH AND HAPPY. WHEEEEE! (: REALLY EXCELLENT DAY. YAY.
PT tomorrow, plus ECONS TEST! HAHA, SOMEONE'S REALLY REALLY HAPPY.
SIGNING OFF! :D
I whispered
at 9:47 PM
Sunday, February 11, 2007
OMG JESSICA TEO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO. MY BAD! >.< LOTS OF LOVE TO YOU, HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN GIRL! (: ENJOY YOUR DAY AND HAVE A GREAT WEEK AHEAD. SEE YOU DURING INVESTITUREEEE! :D
I whispered
at 3:08 PM
YAY the fear, anxiety and EVERYTHING is over, leaving just the elation from friday (: I just wanna thank SOOO many people for helping me through O's and the beginning of this year, especially after _____ and just before the release of results. :D
1. TO ELAINE: THANK YOU MY DARRLINGGG. YAY I'M YOUR VALENTINE! Thanks for all your comforting words, your hugs, your little note to me on thursday during GP and all your little insider INFORMATION. HUR HUR. I LOVE YOU TO BITS AND PIECES GIRL!
2. TO YI-LIN: OMG MOLES! Thanks for being so encouraging and funny all the time. YOU'RE TOO CUTE FOR MEEEE. Lol, I love the cute/hilarious nickname you gave to ... CYCLOPS. *laughs hysterically* THANKS FOR LISTENING TO MY LAMENTS!
3. TO JULIAN: HAHA, you blur blur blur boy. Thanks for being so understanding all the time even though you SUAN me ALL THE TIME. You really make things a lot better and I'm really grateful for that. Thanks for being my study buddy who always motivates me and stresses me out at the same time. (:
4. TO MICHAEL: THANKS MIKE FOR ALWAYS ASKING IF I'M OK AND ASKING ME TO CHEER UP! YOU'RE REALLY REALLY SWEET AND SO THOUGHTFUL!
5. TO 2/1 '04 and the CLIQUE: I LOVE YOU GUYS A LOT! Until now, I still feel the most comfortable with you guys. I'm always having fun with you guys around, laughing my head off during our gossip sessions. I miss all of you! WE SHOULD TOTALLY MEET UP SOON! (: thanks for all the heart to heart talks through these four years. They've always made me feel a lot better. <3
6. TO 4/2 '06 and the RECESS BUNCH: YAY 4/2! WE PULLED THROUGH TOGETHER AS A CLASS! I'm so happy for all of us. You guys have never failed to motivate me (whether on purpose or not) with your competitiveness, without which i couldn't have done better. thanks for all the JUICY GOSSIP SESSIONS especially those after prelims, while we were supposed to be erm...studying our heads off. -grins. THANKS TO THE RECESS BUNCH FOR THE FUN TIMES! especially those before prelim papers, blurting out all the history information from the top of our heads and getting all worked up. ALSO, the times we spent at VIC'S HOUSE. WITH MATTHEW AND VALERIE LAI, OMG THOSE CUTE YET BARBARIC RASCALS HAHAHA. LOTS OF LOVE TO YOU GUYS, I'LL MISS YOU LOTS!
7. TO KUTU BENGKAK AND SALLY WALLY: HAHAHA YOU TWO ARE THE BEST! I LOVE YOU GUYS FOR BITS AND PIECES. Thanks to SALLY for your ingenious ways in which you tease ASTI and I which never fails to make us pout yet makes us marvel at your creativity. THANKS TO ASTI for all your hugs. KUTU SAYA SANGAT CINTA KAMU! I MISS YOU TWO LOADS. TIME TO GO TO SALLY'S HOSTEL (which is not VJ isn't it?) TO PLAYY AND WATCH MORE VCDs/DVDs like 'so close'.
8. TO SSMO!: MY DARLING FELLOW SHEPHERD AND DARLING WANDERING SHEEPS, you guys are the best anyone can ask for. all the fun times in the council room, all the gossip sessions, all the times you guys comforted me especially recently. AND THE TIMES WE SPENT IN GIFTS COMM, talking about chicken little/LIME GREEN! I MISS THOSE TIMES LIKE SHIT. ): prefects/council camp 2006 was the first and most memorable council camp that i went for. THANKS LOADS. I'll always remember all the great times and I hope we'll continue to stay in touch! PLEASE BE MY JUNIORS AGAIN. *hint hint* COME TO RJ! :D clare and jess, you guys are the best juniors. seriously. LOVE YOU BOTH. MARIE, thanks for all the phone chats with you on my way home, while i was sad/dejected/excited and BORED. HAHA. NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE WHAT I FELT/FEEL when I'm with you guys. The appreciation I have for SSMO can't be put down into words. SO maybe a simple thank you would suffice? :D
9. TO MY PRESENT, 08S07B: OMG YOU GUYS ROCK SOCKS. THE BESTEST MOST FUNNEST CLASS EVER. I LOVE YOU GUYS TRUCKLOADS! Ever so encouraging and bonded, WHO COULD ASK FOR A BETTER CLASS! (: really appreciate all the support and fun times in RAFFLES so far! <3333
10. TO STEFFI: THE CHENG THNG OF LOVE! -grins. CONGRATS GIRL, SIX POINTS! :D SO VERY VERY VERY PROUD OF YOU, TOTALLY ECSTATIC THAT WE'RE STAYING IN RJ. You're such a great, fun friend to be with, I wonder what it'll be like if you weren't in S07B! YAY FOR ALL THE BIMBOTIC TIMES,CHEERS AND JOKES WE HAD (:
11. TO GOD: THANKS FOR ANSWERING MY FRANTIC AND PANICKY PRAYERS. (: I know you've already got my entire life planned out, so please help me to do your will and be a good witness of Christ. Help me to repay the kindness of my darling friends aformentioned with compassion, consideration and selflessness. YAY, without you nothing would have been possible. THANK YOU SO MUCH.
Just in case people didn't know, I woke up on friday morning with a complete sense of serenity and a insurmountable confidence. It was all a sign from GOD i'm sure. If i've missed out anyone really important, I apologise. Just know that I'm grateful to anyone out there who has helped me through in one way or another!
OK, UP NEXT. SCHEDULE FOR THE WEEK: IJ INVEST(YAY!), MATH AND ECONS ESSAY TEST (OMG), VALENTINE'S DAY (ERRRR), TAKE 5! ( GO 08S07B FOR STREET SOCCER!), TRAININGS (WHAT'S NEW -.-) THEN IT'S CNY! YAY BREAK!
OMG HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEFFI! I NEARLY FORGOT IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY. YAY LOVE YOU LOADS YOU BIMBO GIRL.
'I'm not stupid, I'm just shallow.' -steffi.
HUR HUR.
I whispered
at 2:17 PM
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
HEYA! LOL, I know I've not updated in ages! REALLY SORRY. I've been really busy recently, what with the onslaught of HUGE MOUNTAINS OF HOMEWORK -groans AND LOTS OF TRAININGS (MONDAY TO SATURDAY >.<) To tell you frankly, I don't think I'm coping very well. I'm not as hardworking as I planned to be, and even though I planned to, my schedule does not permit me to do so. I'm rather behind in homework and I've not started reading my lecture notes at all since the start of lectures! I AM SOOOO DEAD I TELL YOU.
Anyway, I've decided to run for council! BUT I have to choose between track and netball really soon. As it is, netball takes up all six days of the week and I've not had the chance to attend even ONE track training session. -.- OOH I HOPE I MAKE IT INTO TOP 16 FOR NETBALL AND MAKE IT INTO COUNCIL. IT'LL BE SO DELIGHTFUL! (: If I make it into top 16, I'll get to go to KL with the team! <3 YAY, lots of laughter and games to play.
So far, I've been happy happy happy. I think I'm starting to move on, I'm no longer angry. JUST THAT I feel really really weird around him. LIKE TODAY, since he's Kern's friend they were seated at the same table where I was. I mean I was trying to do my MATH TUTORIAL, but I couldn't progress beyond that one question. lol hilarious but I was just -blank-. Brain was stalling and on strike at completely the wrong time. I was finally in the mood to do my homework and THAT just had to happen. Talk about tough luck.
OH YES, JULIAN FOO ACTUALLY KINDA DIRTIED MY PURSE WITH MARKER INK TODAY, by accident. It was from his arm, lol. ------CUT HERE----- that's what it says. I had it on my wrists too. FUNNNN DAY, though very (what's the word?) frustrating. YEAH. He felt really bad about it though. However it's not entirely his fault, I asked him to hold on to my stuff for me so it's technically my decision resulting in that outcome. OH WELL. I HOPE IT COMES OFF. I LOVE MY DARLING BLUE/WHITE STRIPED ROXY PURSE TO PIECES! BOOOOO.
OMG RESULTS ARE COMING OUT ON FRIDAYYY. ): *panics* I HAVE TO PRAY SO EXTRA HARD THIS WHOLE WEEK. YES PEOPLE, PRAY FOR MELISSA TO GET SIX POINTS AND STAY IN BELOVED RAFFLES. THANK YOU.
SCHEDULE FOR TOMORROW: 5KM LONG RUN, INTERVAL TRAINING 15MIN, WEIGHTS TRAINING *squeals at how fun it all seems* (NOTE SARCASM)
I-MISS-IJ-OH-SO-VERY-MUCH.
I MISS MY DARLING FELLOW SHEPHERD PLUS MY DARLING WANDERING SHEEPS.
I MISS COUNCILLORS.
I MISS THE NETBALLERS!
I MISS MY JUNIORS.
I MISS THE IJ TEACHERS ):
I MISS
I MISS
I MISS
WHY CAN'T I MEET ALL OF THE ABOVE PEOPLE AT ONE GO? HAHA.
I SUPPORT TRIAD! YAY HARDCORE FAN. <3
I whispered
at 12:24 AM
ABOUT ME!
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RED HOUSE!
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*netball!!
*IJ TP! <333
*Japanese Anime
*Manga
*SHOPPING!!
*my friends <33
I WISH I WISH...
*BE A BETTER PERSON/FRIEND
*GET CLOSER TO GOD (:
*REVAMP MY WARDROBE!