Friday, April 06, 2007
I MISS IJ ): I want all our masses and morning hymns and my friends and teachers and ARGH.
I saw Jess last saturday while I was at J8. She was at MOS with her classmates after 2.4 ARGH I miss all girls' outing like we used to have in IJ all the time! SO ANYWAY, i gave her a GIGANTIC BEAR HUG AND I BET PEOPLE THOUGHT WE WERE MAD. I THINK I SCARED THE PEOPLE AT MOS BY SHOUTING 'JESSICA TEO!' OOPS. did a short catch up with her and TADA! we giggled as usual. HEE. only she and I know what we were giggling about. :D
I didn't get into council, but I just wanted to thank many many people for comforting me, for all the hugs and sweet words, for all the fun times i had while campaigning. ESPECIALLY the days/hours i spent in school on SATURDAY AND SUNDAY. It's actually the first time i had to do that. it really felt cool.
MRS CHIA is the best i tell you. She actually talked to me and made me feel so much better. There were so many times while people were comforting me and i wanted to cry, but i seriously held my tears back. don't ask me why, I just didn't want to cry and yeah i succeeded in doing so. OK SPECIAL thanks go out to ELAINE AND JULIAN, who spent the whole of Tuesday and Wednesday making sure that I was feeling ok. We even left econs aside to go j8 and make me happy. (:
There were so many things I could've done if i had gotten into council that i was hoping would really be like that of IJ's. Knowing that I can't experience that same thing really sucks, and I miss IJ all the more that way. When i was interviewed I told them i was hoping to find the same thing in RJ's students' council. ): Actually since MRS CHIA interviewed me as well, and for her to say that she really wanted me to get in, is really flattering. BUT NEVER MIND, i should totally get over this now. at least i have more time for studies and track. TRAIN HARD AND REPRESENT RJ, MELISSA.
This week was kinda screwed up actually. ECONS TEST (which i undoubtedly screwed up again), EMOTIONAL INSTABILITIES ETC ETC ETC. I got so mentally tired. I actually slept rather early this entire week. The latest i slept was 1.30, the earliest at 11.00! SUCH AN ACHIEVEMENT RIGHT? But i felt exhausted all the same and slept the moment i came home from a movie with my parents at vivocity's GV yesterday, which was at 12.
On a more serious note, people still ask me why I'm so nice to ____. I guess it's just me. I couldn't give them an answer, not now not ever.
Another shocker of the week: my relatively good friend of four years actually spoke ill of me and i got wind of it. EXCUSE ME, please think before you decide to make such a stupid/baseless/unappreciated comment, thank you. You knew me for four years and yet you think that lowly of me? It's quite heartbreaking. You weren't that close to me i know, so if you're not sure what I'm like, please keep your mouth shut. If you had said that in front of a whole room of MY FRIENDS, they'll know for themselves if you're speaking the truth. BUT IN FRONT OF SOMEONE WHO JUST GOT TO KNOW ME AND HARDLY AT THAT? You're stirring up a whole lot of trouble and screwing up people's lives, thank you. DID YOU THINK THAT I WOULDN'T KNOW? COME ON. I seriously expected a lot more from you. I've always been proud of who you are, always defending you in front of people who dislike you and I've been stabbed in the back just like that. You're lucky I'm still hoping that whatever you did wasn't intentional and I still decide to forget this matter. You're lucky i'm not in your school. Cause there are quite a few people who wish to screw your life up RIGHT NOW. ARGH why do i even bother.
Should I take H3 history/econs? :|
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