Tuesday, May 15, 2007
HEY ALL! (:
It's like how late and tomorrow's econs lecture test but I've decided to take a breather before I continue with whatever I decide to do. HUR. Anyway as people already know, thanks to random dude, I met him at Great World City yesterday. And I got sent home again today YAY. Anyway yesterday was extremely hilarious. I tried to contain my laughter and grins. It was actually really difficult. my brother told me that there was this woman in WH who was wearing a newspaper skirt, and he was laughing at her. He pointed her out to me, and lo and behold, guess whose mother that is! OMG I tried not to burst into laughter there and then. I could've sworn she stared at me, she recognises me for sure LOL. Then we coincidentally met at nike, just when I was messaging him to tell him where I was. Too coincidental for comfort. HAHA.
UNAS was an utter bore, I was far too tired to try and concentrate so I ended up getting distracted for all the wrong reasons, talking to people and just staring at every other thing except the speaker and the slides LOL. It's already quite a waste of time in that sense. I could've at least slept if I was at home. Then I would've been able to mug my ass off. Oh the opportunity cost of going for that damn seminar. ON TOP OF THAT, it ended later than expected and it was pouring outside. >.< But maybe, just maybe if I hadn't been that exhausted, UNAS would've seemed a lot more interesting. After all, the UN has always intrigued me. Oh I did like the workshop best out of everything we did there anyway. It was the single closest thing to being fun. PLUS, Daniel's video was gruesome and disturbing but the message was put brutaly across. Forgotten refugees from wars ): Wish to help, but not strong enough to do so.
Today I got back my math assignment and yeah I turned emo for half a period. It's always the case where I think I know what I'm doing but it turns out all wrong. Or, I work so hard and nothing comes out of it. I end up failing REALLY miserably, trust me I've never felt so discouraged in my entire life. BUT, I've seen past that and yes I've been reminded yet again that I need to do something about it. I wrote a letter to myself to make myself wake up (DUMB BUT I FELT TENFOLD BETTER AFTER THAT). CTs are in a month's time (cries, it falls on my birthday) and I'm far from my desired target/outcome. SO YES, PROCRASTINATION STOPS TODAY. IT'S OK TO GET DISTRACTED OCCASIONALLY, BUT WORK IS WORK. FOCUS ON END POINT. (:
GP video was disturbing, revolting, pissing. Too many profanities for me, too much violence. I'm fully aware of all these problems in society, must we really watch this video which makes it ALL visual, contains vulgarities and erm shows us the wrong things seriously. BUT I'm curious to see the end of it, like whether the alcoholic and wife-beater father will change for the better after his daughter's suicide. It's really quite sad that these things do happen in reality. I actually walked out of class to go to the washroom to avoid parts of the video which I didn't want to watch. Apparently they showed almost everything for the rape scene. -.- like that was absolutely necessary? AH forget the inconsequential video. I'm more worried bout my GP marks!
Well yes, things do get better and better as the days pass. It's getting late and I'm not exactly doing work and not absorbing. The dumb thing is too profound and technical for me to understand, even more so at this time of the day.
OMG I blogged too late to say this, but: HAPPY THREE MONTHS DEAR. <3 thanks for everything. Literally EVERYTHING. (:
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