In loving memory of Thaddeus Cheong
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
My bestest friend Thaddeus Cheong Wing Kit, Hey buddy, chin up yeah? Sigh, I’m having mixed feelings here. ): Right about now, I’m 20% happy cause you have moved on to a better place, 20% angry cause i) you left me without a goodbye ii) You pang se me, you said we would be there for each other through thick and thin in RJC together and you just left like that. iii) You would punch me right now after u hear this reason, and its cause you reached heaven before me! Most importantly however, is the fact that I just lost my very best friend 60% depression, well 20+20+60= erm 100? Yay my maths good ok! Sigh I don’t know where to start, we had so many adventures together. LOL it’s like 2 am on the 26th of June which happens to be Melissa’s birthday. Sigh U 2 really surprised me on my birthday. I’m sure she would want u to attend her birthday so like drop by yeah? I should know, I’m her other half (:
I really don’t know where to begin. There is so much about you that I love and really appreciate. Alright then! Let’s start with our adventures in Catholic High School shall we? Hmmm, remember the time when we cheated for Geography test in Secondary 2? The one where we placed the answers on the table and just copied? Man Cat High teachers are really off their guard. OH OH OH and there was the time where we ran away from the prefects who wanted us to take a hair cut la. Wah lau we ran our hearts out man. Haha, good times good times. Then we would always lie down on the lockers in our classroom and just nap during recess? Or we like ran out of class early to play soccer in the field and practice our freekicks and all. Hey I was better at them OK! Haha. You kick so off make me go pick ball somemore. Sigh I missed those unforgettable moments together as Catholic High students. The best time when we were always there for each other was just before our O levels. Man that was when we were so stressed (P.S even though we really didn’t study for it :p Oooops) I remembered going to your house with Martin Cheong MUN HO! Haha, then we would play with Cookie and try to do maths. Likewise when you would come over to my place to so called “MUG”, well just that I didn’t have a dog, I HAD COOL COMPUTER GAMES! WORMS OMG WORMS WAS FUNNY! Haha. Man it was really great having you around buddy. You beat me to heaven U! ): LOL those were the days. Nothing beats that man. Well I guess that’s a wrap for Catholic High life. It was seriously fun man. Oh and the day before results were coming out for Os. We were like Damn scared la. Even though getting below 20 points is seriously like erh… Haha U LA! SOMEMORE TELL ME NO NEED TO STUDY ALSO CAN ONE! Make me worry like siao. Haha Hey but what are friends for yeah? WORRY also worry together right?
So yeah talking about more recent events, the surprise you gave me with Melissa was really really touching man. To tell you the truth, no one has ever surprised me for my birthday and seriously this 17th birthday of mine was one I will never forget as my 2 best friends were present. What more could I have asked for? Ok I think you wanted me to skip the mushy parts and just go straight to the point. Well basically, we had lots of fun right? I mean I had to guess the clues and all Melissa passed you and we had to run all over Suntec City right? It’s really something man. It may seem like something small but to me it really meant a lot. I’ve used the towel you gave me already. Sexy man. :D Haha Sigh, it really feels weird without you buddy. Who is the one who will kick me from behind and call my name? Who will call me ASS so loudly such that the whole canteen can hear? I’ll feel so misplaced without you man buddy old pal. Ok now to the really mushy part of me. Sigh. ): Another moment to remember would be YOUR 17th BIRTHDAY celebration with your family. I was the only one invited and that really meant a lot to me man. Even though you don’t say it, I could see that we really had deep feelings for each other. (I’m not gay btw) (:
Thaddeus Cheong WING KIT, you are everything I could have ever asked for in a friend, you are more than what words can describe. I’ll give you something to chew on, you define the word friend. I thank you again for all these wonderful memories Thaddeus Cheong buddy. I’ll miss you but like the song says, even though you are gone, your spirit carries on in all of your loves ones with me in it :D I LOVE YOU LOTS THADDUES! YOU ARE THE MAN AND YOU ALWAYS WILL BE TO ME! THANKS BEST BUD.
From your bestest best buddy,
Julian Foo BENG KIAT!
I whispered
at 2:35 AM
Jules's music list?
Saturday, June 23, 2007
1. Put your music player on shuffle.2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.3. Put the last title of the song as the subject4. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
If the rain must fall – James morrison
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
The world is black – Good Charlotte
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
A moment like this – kelly Clarkson
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Unfaithful - Rihanna
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
More than words - Westlife
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Better late than forever - Allister
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Confessions of a broken heart – Lindsay Lohan
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Fatal Tragedy – Dream theater
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Making love out of nothing at all – Air supply
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES?
Could it be – Christy Romano
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Promise – Simple Plan
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
I never told you what I do for a living – My Chemical Romance
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Everytime we touch – Cascada
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
You’re not alone - Saosin
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
It’s my life – Bon Jovi
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Chapter 4 – Avenged Sevenfold
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
The one you love – Glen frey
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Boys and girl – Good Charlotte
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
When you are looking like that - WestLife
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Breaking the Habit – Linkin park
I whispered
at 11:25 AM
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. Put the last title of the song as the subject
4. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Something Stupid - Robbie Williams feat Nicole Kidman
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
It's gonna be me - N*sync
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Do you want to - Franz Ferdinand
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Black Black Heart - David Usher
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Queen of my heart - Westlife
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
A lifetime - better than ezra
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Mr Brightside - The Killers
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
The Tide is High - Atomic Kitten
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Lying is the most fun a girl can have (without taking her clothes off) - Panic! at the disco
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES?
Put your record on - corinne bailey rae
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Fly away - corrine may
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Something about you - corrine may
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
high and dry - radiohead
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
What makes you different (makes you beautiful) - BSB
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Yellow - coldplay
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Can't fight the moonlight - leann rimes
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
kiss me - sixpence none the richer (!!)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Sugar we're going down - fall out boy
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
World of our own - Westlife
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Show stopper - Danity Kane
:D amusing stuff. ok back to mugging. GANBATTE NE? :x
I whispered
at 12:44 AM
Happy 4 months? <3
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Hello, I is back nows. Invading on all her secrets & privacy!
Alright! It's been seriously a blast with u love :D I really hope this will all go according to plan, wait wait wait... What HOPE! CONFIRM CAN ONE! End point yeah? It will come, I promise u love <3 Hint Hint* Tmr things do come in pairs :D haha! WOOPS! Sorry I didn't mean to let the cat out of that tiny little plastic bag of goodies! WOOPS! Haha!
Hey sometimes we will have problems yeah? Just like sometimes the titrant doesn't mix well yeah? Need to shake shake shake to ensure complete reaction but sometimes the dude spills some right? Then the readings won't be accurate so we need to redo some stuff right? Need I bring up the past? But yeah it's all settled & this time the dude won't get this shit wrong AGAIN. I hope.... haha. Mel is like wtv la wtv la and at the same time smiling to herself. :D
Alright now u are online & I'm still kinda sick so I shan't crack my head to think of more romantic stuff to put in cause that comes tmr. In person. I think it is how u say... more romantic if it comes with the actions :D haha love love ttyl!
From your knight in shinning armour with a tennis racquet in one hand and Mel in the other :D
I whispered
at 8:48 PM
It's the 14th today! (: So that calls for a special special special post that goes out to only 1 person. I promised I'd give him something today but since we can't meet and I'm not one that's excellent at choosing presents, a little surprise here will hopefully suffice.
It's been a bittersweet four months. But what's a relationship without its ups and downs right? You're a really extraordinary person and boyfriend and everything thing you do convinces me that you're the one for me. There's something about you that makes me laugh and smile with so much ease everytime I'm with you. I must have done something right to deserve someone like you. You're my special someone, my one and only. I love you. (: We'll be together forever till the end of time yes? We're definitely two in a million love.
HMM does anyone realise something here? There are like a few song titles in there! :D OMG EXACTLY FOUR SONG TITLES. It's on purpose man.
1. Must have done something right - Relient K
2. Special Someone - Peepshow
3. Till the end of time -Justin Timberlake
4. Two in a Million - S Club 7
I just thought the lyrics were really sweet and it really applies. (:
Get well soon dear, please sleep early and drink lots of water! <3 We've got a long way to go, you must be in the best of health all right? LOVES. See you tomorrow (:
I whispered
at 8:12 PM
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
I'm at my uncle's house right now so I haven't been online at all since last week. Well anyway here's what's been going on during my short disappearance:
SUNDAY
My uncle let me spend the day out with him, so since I had to go for mass anyway and my uncle wasn't home, I went for mass with him at Holy Spirit. It felt...great yet unbelievable. LIKE WOW, we're in church TOGETHER. hmm how very surreal. Then we had lunch at Swensons Thomson Plaza. I was nearly late to go back once again, but thank goodness the taxi came just as he called his dad to come give us a lift. It would've been a little awkward in my opinion otherwise haha. (: As usual I had a lot of fun laughing at his jokes. I accidentally poked him and his gum bled OUCH sorry dear. IT WAS UNINTENTIONAL I SWEAR. Then he sent me home. BUT he walked all the way in AGAIN from Adam's Road food centre cause he bought ribena for me (i told him i had a craving for ribena and the house didn't have any) so he got it for me. WHAT A SURPRISE I TELL YOU. It's a really really long walk back in. 20 minutes eeks and I shall quote him "ALL I GOT WAS A 'THANKS'" oops the dogs were barking and the maid was there. I SHOULD'VE GONE OUT AND WALKED HIM RIGHT? But I didn't and called instead. Although being physically there would've been THAT much better. Thanks love, you're the best <3
Walked with the dogs and the maid to coronation plaza after that. OMG IT WAS SUCH A LONG WALK, but it wasn't tiring at all. 20 minutes there and 10 back (cause I was rushing to watch federer and nadal play) Spent about ten minutes getting groceries since my uncle and aunt had dinner out and couldn't make it back in time to get them. Watched French Open Finals while eating TIRAMISU. YUM. It ended so late la! *grumbles* and it was a draggy match. So federer lost anyway ): to that nadal that grunts so much -.- and I got my own commentary from my one and only. Lol and I got to learn new stuff bout tennis that I've always been puzzled about but never asked anyone. Then I talked on the phone till 1.30 I think? Which killed the both of us since 1. I was supposed to have training, 2. Did I mention I'm sick? and 3. He's got training too. Nonetheless it's always enjoyable and worth the time and lack of sleep lol. His sister is so cute I tell you.
MONDAY
It's my uncle's birthday today! I had lunch with my darling SSMO at MOS Burger j8. It was such a blast as usual and we spent out lunch ogling at people and spying and haha. oops. :x even though the guys are younger than me. But one definitely appreciates good looks when one sees it. :D
Jess and I went on a little adventure to find out which IJ girl I saw WITH the SJI canoeists, while Marie went along so she could say hi to Kenneth. We didn't know anyone so jess and I tried to spy on them, but that silly Marie just had to call us over to introduce us. ARGH I was pretty embarrassed cause I found out when I got there that the IJ girl probably wasn't WITH them so she wasn't there AT ALL. *covers face* so I had NO REASON WHATSOEVER to be there. At least I could've said I wanted to say hi to the IJ girl. RAH so I just said hi and then we left. I could've sworn they were staring at Jess and I like we were stalkers or desperados. I'm sure I'm desperate for them, think again? I felt bad leaving Clare there alone at MOS, she did want to come but Marie told her not to (?! at least she could've helped share the embarrassment a little though she knows ONE of them) The food wasn't that good I didn't eat much at all and got really hungry later.
Later on Julian came after lunch with his sisters and his mum, and ssmo got to meet him for real FINALLY. Clare and Jess has seen him once already but didn't manage to speak to him though. So yesterday was a good day. (: I must say it went well and as usual he charmed them. ZH is a conversation topic everywhere, he must be so pleased to know this. HAHA he got them laughing at his dear friend and then we left when WK came cause Julian had training and we had to travel to YCK. I didn't go for training in the end luh, still too sick. I spent the past few days sneezing my nose off I don't I can endure 2hours+ sprinting without having a tissue box closeby.
So I had the privilege of watching him train once again. I was supposed to rest but I must say it was too exciting watching him play that other guy for me to even shut my eyes. (: It was really cool watching him have so much fun and somehow it made me smile and laugh cause I don't know, he just seemed like it WAS really THAT fun even though he was so tired out playing his coach and the other guy, 2 against 1. Oh forgot to mention that we saw the RJ squash team. Apparently they train there ALL THE TIME, so I said hi to Becky and Shun Yee. Went home with him after that, but we ate at waffletown at balmoral first. TOO HUNGRY MAN. My fish was pathetic and not so nice, I should've gotten what he got too. ): I didn't get to spend much private time with him in the end but it's ok, his week is packed enough and I'm grateful he's managed to find the time to be with me. YES YES, I must remember to blog on thursday and bout friday too.
Got home and had dinner with my uncle and aunty and ate my uncle's birthday cake from chocolate factory I think. OH OH OH, I'm currently hooked onto a certain song that really applies. (: shall copy/paste lyrics now. hee enjoy what's left of the hols man.
Time stops for no one it moves on unaware
It's easy not to notice
It's easy not to care
Conversation circles
There's money changing hands
I've been standing in the middle
I've been caught up in the spin
Out of the confusion
The static and the noise you got my attention
And made me wanna live
Live like its the last moonrising
Scream just like no-one's there
Lose all of my defenses
Hold you touch you love you like its
The very last moment in time
It seems like I woke up beneath a different sky
And I'm drunk on what I'm seeing through these open eyes
All the little ways you move me
All the places you expose
The illusion I held on to
You've got me letting go
I just wanna stay here soaking up the rain
Falling all around me, wash the world away
Let me feel you next to me
Let me taste the breath you breathe
Open up the space between us
Lindsay Lohan
"Very last moment in time"
:D I love you dear.
I whispered
at 10:31 AM
Monday, June 04, 2007
I just came back from malaysia on sunday and I was planning on blogging on monady but something cropped up and I couldn't if I wanted to get any sleep at all. As it is, I slept at almost three yesterday.
So anyway, here's the lowdown on my short trip to JB:
1. shopping (BUT WTH, I come back to SINGAPORE and realise there's nicer stuff to buy here. heck the cheaper prices in JB, it compromises on the designs over there. *pouts* I regret shopping there. )
2. I slept a lot and ate a lot too. I think I shocked everybody cause I was downing the black pepper crabs like water. Actually they were happy to see me eat. (In their eyes I'm far too skinny and I've been losing lots of weight. I'm a lot thinner as compared to last year.)
3. I'm almost done with 'the time traveller's wife'! OMG I've been reading the book for far too long. still a bit more to go though. :|
4. THE DOGS at my granduncle's house and the poodle that my granduncle's secretary owns. <3 haha I had a great time playing with that small brown and toy-like toy poodle. I swear she looks like an all-too-cute-to-be-real stuffed animal. :D
5. I came back to singapore and then went to sentosa at 7pm at night (!!) for sightseeing in my own country. -.- seriously it's been (8?) years since I've last been there. The place has been transformed quite a bit. Just can't wait for the IRs to be done so I can be further amazed by that place. I came home at 10+ completely tired out but rather pleased by the day's events. Oh I forgot to mention I was at VIVOCITY before that, but my mummy didn't let me shop. ): shit I doubt I'll ever be able to curb my shopaholicism. Anyone who knows me well enough knows that I've been one since secondary school days. ARGH.
PLEASE SSMO, OUTING AT SENTOSA SO I CAN GET MY WELL DESERVED HOT TAN? haha or at least, JESS PLEASE? TAN WITH MEL MEL? *puppy dog eyes*
YESTERDAY: Had lunch with him at SAKAE (: I notice I really eat very little in comparison to him. So we had a slight problem trying to split the cost of the meal in a fair manner lol. SUSHI and him. <3 yay. I think I spent more time laughing and talking than eating.
Since we had quite a bit of time and had a movie-going feeling, we got to shaw and watched SHREK 3! It was the only show we haven't watched which is very short. Usual love comedy length: 90 minutes so that I could make it for training. It's pretty funny. I honestly didn't know that arthy's voice was JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE. Well the movie was fun for more than one reason. FUNNY and everything. (: but it didn't leave that much of an impression on me. I honestly think it's quite dumb, but like Ms Shanthi used to say, mindless humour sometimes helps to destress.
Later I skipped training >.< to go watch JAM train. People ask me why I train now even though I'm not taking part in nationals anyway. And they say it's commendable that I train 'for fun'. *laughs sarcastically* Sorry sidetracked. So I got to Yio Chu Kang with him and stayed at the centrecourt cafe reading my book (accompanied by the PSP to try and master the attacks of the bleach characters, which I gave up on soon after being killed by stupid ISHIDA. Hey I was distracted ok!) and occasionally spying on him. *grins* It really felt nice doing that. Truthfully it felt a little like a wife waiting for her husband. Don't ask me why, but it's not that I'm being farfetched. It was a feeling ok? I noticed that there were only spouses and parents waiting for those using the tennis courts. So either I'm a spouse or a parent lol. Dear, your tennis isn't bad! REALLY both you and I know that's not true. So train hard and don't give up. (: In fact, I think it's really good just that you lack training at the moment. SO NO MORE SLACKING OFF AND SKIPPING TRAINING UNLESS IT'S FOR A VERY GOOD REASON!
I must say the nuggets there (although they're more expensive than the ones at school) are very tasty. Either that or I was too hungry. HAHA and after training while he was trying to mouth 'help me buy a drink. H-TWO-O' to me, his coach saw that and started staring in my direction. I could've sworn my heart stopped for a moment. Then he looked away. I doubt he knows/suspects anything. I hope. All too risky, but worth it I'm sure (: Then I got sent home again.
See? Definition of a good day=3 letters! <3 Things do seem a lot better after my trip. I just hope I'm not being kept in the dark bout anything. I just want things to be real, not all just lies and deceit. Even if it hurts me, at least it's better than finding out much much later that I've been lied to all this while. Don't cover things up. I want to be the one there for you, even if it means I'll spend sleepless nights thinking bout it. Promise me you'll share all your problems with me? Maybe time off from school does have its benefits. Absence does make the heart grow fonder (:
ELAINE: BESTIE, GOODLUCK FOR YOUR COMPETITIONS! BE SAFE! I WANT YOU BACK UNSCATHED PLEASE! LOVE LOVE, MEET YOU SOON! <3
YL: YOU HAVE GOOD TRIP ( TO USA, HMPH) I MISS YOU AND YOUR DIAO FACE. I MISS OUR WONDERFUL GRAMMAR. I IS PRAYING FOR YOU AND ELAINE TO BE SAFE. LOVES. TAKE CARE, SEE YOU WHEN YOU GET BACK! <3
SSMO: HELLO GIRLS, STOP COMPLAINING I'VE ALREADY REPLIED YOUR MAILS AFTER A LONG TIME I KNOW. HEE, BUT STUPID ME ONLY SENT IT TO CLAREY WAREY BY ACCIDENT. PLEASE PESTER HER FOR IT. I LOVE YOU THREE! BE HAPPY AND ENJOY THE HOLIDAYS! (:
I whispered
at 10:39 PM
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