Thursday, July 26, 2007
I'VE MOVED!http://subtle-red.livejournal.comPLEASE DO VISIT AND COMMENT MANY MANY! IT'S PRETTY DEAD AT THE MOMENT HEE.
TOODLES!
I whispered
at 8:17 PM
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
hello friends, this is my 107th post, but it may very well be the last one here. Like I've been telling many people, blogger is so not private anymore tsk tsk. haha so I've switched to LJ! Uni would say FINALLY. YES dear friend, I've finally found the time and reason to switch sides. (HAHA THIS IS NOT MEANT TO BE A JOKE/LAME) Here's to a whole new chapter hopefully. BTW I'll keep my blog account cause there're seriously too many beautiful memories to just DELETE like that. I'll miss you old blog. :D
XXOO,
MEL
I whispered
at 9:36 PM
Thursday, July 12, 2007
I can't believe it. Wanna talk bout it, but can't >.< 11/7/07 sucked. BIG TIME.
I whispered
at 12:43 AM
Never again
Thursday, July 05, 2007
This is all we have,
some things never change.
Ill be there for you,
in your darkest hour,
let our love shine us through.
Never again will you be alone,
cause in the circle of life,
I begin to see…
That nothing ever changes for me.
I walked through the hallway,
nothing in mind.
Got a glimpse of the future,
and all I can find.
Is the love of my life,
standing by my side.
Bracing the challenges awaiting us
yet again I see…
you were right there next to me.
If life were to pass us by,
I would want u know.
That nothing would change,
our love would still flow.
When the time has come,
for us to part.
Ill will see u again.
For u live in my heart.
Just to let u know,
ill be there everyday.
Though things may change,
and life moves on.
One thing’s for sure…
ill be there for you.
Always…
Composed by Julian
Dedicated to Mel
I whispered
at 10:39 PM
FOR HIM
Today started off pretty badly, but it turned out all right as usual (: After school: 7B mass tennis! :D with yl, vinod, jia yi, yinwei, mike, julian and ZH. Melody left rather soon while candice watched us play. (: it was imba fun/funny. I think I'm such an embarrassment when it comes to tennis. HAHAHA. It's called 班门弄斧 man. I'm such a weirdo. My backhand is pretty ok, but I simply suck at forehand. COMPLETE MISSES. NOT ONCE IT COMES INTO CONTACT WITH THE TENNIS BALL, BUT BACKHAND IS LIKE 70% in. -.- It's been such a long time since I've 1. perspired; 2.been in the sun; 3. moved my ass apart from walking. Then Julian and I left at 4 for farrer park. (: We were slightly early so we stopped at novena to top up my card plus get stuff to eat/drink.
I was being mean today and I sulked (one can call it 撒娇)cause I really wanted to spend time with him, but then I realised that I shouldn't always hog him. I mean our classmates wanted to play tennis and he had the rackets, if I told him I wanted to go out with him without playing tennis, I would've deprived them of having fun today. I wouldn't have had so much fun as well. BUT STILL, I would've been a lot happier had we gone out. Like I said, it's not the matter of where we go, or what we do, as long as it's with YOU. SURPRISE SURPRISE, IT RHYMES A LITTLE! :D Being selfless hurts sometimes lol. Such a dumb bimbotic comment to make haha. Yl would laugh at me.
Sigh being with him just takes my mind off so many things. It's just the both of us. (: It's something I can't exactly describe, but I love every moment of it. I never get enough of him and it sucks (or not). I know many other people find it difficult to even meet their other half, while I get to see him almost everyday. 1. I don't ever get sick of him; 2. seeing him in school is actually restricting and different from spending private time together; 3. I miss him on weekends when there's no school; 4. so like different relationships and different conditions have different 'problems'. This isn't even a problem to begin with anyway. I shouldn't complain right? But humans are naturally tough to please and satisfy and we're greedy. >.< Things will be worse when he goes for NS. EEKS don't wanna think about it.
*warning: mushy parts ahead, don't read if you can't take it :p*
LALALA anyway I know he'll definitely read this so I just wanna tell him something.
DEAR it doesn't mean anything even if a whole mob of guys like me, or that all of them are better looking than you or whatever. I know who's the right one for me, and it's YOU and only you. OUTCOME IN SIGHT IS LIKE THIS: YOU AND ME SPENDING THE REST OF OUR LIVES TOGETHER (yay) You're the only one I want, and the only one who loves me so much and sacrifices so much for me love. I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused you, the times when I've hurt you ever so unintentionally. I just wish you could be truly happy with me and that's what I want. I'd do anything if it meant guaranteeing your happiness. It means so much to see you smile and laugh instead of seeing a frown on your face. I know this is a really difficult period for you and I completely understand if you can't be as happy as before. I just hope that I'll be the one that'll be able to bring the old you back, the one that'll make you smile amidst all your worries. That's my job anyway :D JAM always, dear. Ok I think I'm taking far too long to do this one post, so I'll end off here.
LOTS OF LOVE,
YOUR #1 FAN. <3
hey yl, thanks for today. (: I love you.
Thanks dear for everyday with you, I love you more :D 6minutes before I call you!
I whispered
at 9:44 PM
Monday, July 02, 2007
(: I got a chance to meet Julian today at Raffles Place. He was out with the guys at Thomson Plaza while I was at Alexandria Hospital, so I took the east-west line and got off there. I kinda waited for some time cause the boys had to make their way to j8 before he took the train down. But it was all worth it. The silly boy followed me all the way to Parkway Parade and back, can you believe it? He had no reason to do that whatsoever except just to spend time with me I guess. :D thanks love.
We ate at some singapore post building's KFC cause we were both starving. Then we got to PP and I went for my dental appt while he walked around I guess (no idea I think he went to eat more stuff cause he told me he ate portugese egg tarts -.-).
While I was waiting for my turn here's what happened:
J: hey er mel is it your turn yet? how long more?
M: nope. shouldn't be too long I guess.
J: oh er I'm with my tennis friends now. Is it ok if I go out with them. I think we're going to town. So I'm leaving first ok?
M: oh....ok
J: yup ok I'll see you tomorrow then, bye.
*silence* then I remembered my GAP jacket was in his bag and I kinda needed it since I felt cold as usual.
M: hey my jacket's in your bag you know?
J: oh er I'll return it another day.
M: HUH WHAT? WHERE ARE YOU?
J: I said I'll return it another day?
M: *notices guy with bright orange shirt outside*
J: I'LL RETURN IT ANOTHER DAY.
M: OH. *grabs valuables and walks out*
J: *grinning from ear to ear* I WAS KIDDING LA!
M: VERY NICE TO CHEAT MY FEELINGS IS IT.
J: YEAH VERY NICE.
M: -.- so where're you going?
J: NOWHERE I WAS KIDDING.
AND SO IT WAS, I GOT CHEATED. AFTER DENTAL APPT, I got my beloved cinnamon pretzel while he got lychee green tea bubble tea (he hates bubble tea but knows I love it). He's honestly such a sweet thoughtful boy. Lucky me. Then we both headed home.
Though we didn't have enough private time, I'm glad that I at least got to see him before the proper start of classes and everything. Cause I know it'll be difficult once term 3 starts proper. Anyway we haven't seen each other since friday and I was really glad for today's outing though it was pretty short. I love you dear. I'm always here for you, I really hope I'll be able to help you tide through this really tough period. Chin up yeah? (: OK I'M DONE WITH THIS POST. READ, PACK THEN GET READY FOR BED SO I CAN CALL YOU BEFORE YOU SLEEP. <3
ARGH SCHOOL STARTS IN BOUT 8 HOURS. GOD SAVE ME. HERE COMES THE STRESS AGAIN. *CRIES*
I whispered
at 10:53 PM
I just wanna thank everyone who came down for my party, everyone who wished me and made my birthday this year such an enjoyable and unforgettable one, despite the current situation we're in. Thanks to 7B especially those who came down on friday, SSMO (for their loving support and Jess' uncanny present), IJ friends (who surprisingly remembered!), BEE CHNG (my darling primary school friend who remembered) and Julian Foo Beng Kiat for celebration after celebrations and present after presents love. (:
Party at SICC was such a blast for me. Bowling, talking and yeah just hanging around with friends, laughing and camwhoring. I WANT PICTURES! WE took so many pictures in so many different cameras I think I've lost track of what's in what. I mainly want pictures from these people: ELAINE (with the camera that chirps/squeaks every time it's turned on, YL (I think I caught you taking some paparazzi pictures of ahem me and someone else?), JULIAN (with your imba camera). HAHA I don't think anyone could forget how while I was bowling I accidentally flung the bowling ball backwards. OMG I'm not helping anyone to forget how loserish I was that day. -.- The chocolate cake from awfully chocolate was AWESOME. It's chocolate but I actually liked it! :D Then I had to head home while the rest of the class went out for dinner.
THEN, SATURDAY! Went for Christina Aguilera's back to basics tour concert. Must commend her for being able to sustain her powerful voice for 1.5 hours straight! The crowd went wild when she started singing lady marmalade and candyman. I thought the concert was awfully short with no intermission and no encore. We suspect that they're rushing off the europe for the rest of her tour. Oh well. The view was pretty good for the basic tickets anyway. So yes it's my virgin concert and a good one at that. I'm not an ardent fan of hers but I recognise a powerful voice when I hear one and appreciate it man. Kudos to her for her PRETTYFUL Marilyn Monroe-inpsired dressing. It was gorgeous. I wanted her shoes especially the pretty gliterry ones. OMG THEY actually had a small circus opening act for one of their songs, with the backup dancers walking on stilts, on the trapeze etc etc. It made me think that being hre backup dancer must really be such a demanding job! Imagine mastering all different kinds of dances and having to put in gruelling hours to work on walking on stilts and on the trapeze. EEKS, they'd better be paid a good sum. OK RANDOM.
Ok that sums up my weekend I guess. It's back to school tomorrow. *cries* here comes the stress again. OUR PW IS SO SCREWED I TELL YOU. >.< Enjoy youth day holiday youths! :D
I whispered
at 10:28 AM
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