FOR HIM
Thursday, July 05, 2007
Today started off pretty badly, but it turned out all right as usual (: After school: 7B mass tennis! :D with yl, vinod, jia yi, yinwei, mike, julian and ZH. Melody left rather soon while candice watched us play. (: it was imba fun/funny. I think I'm such an embarrassment when it comes to tennis. HAHAHA. It's called 班门弄斧 man. I'm such a weirdo. My backhand is pretty ok, but I simply suck at forehand. COMPLETE MISSES. NOT ONCE IT COMES INTO CONTACT WITH THE TENNIS BALL, BUT BACKHAND IS LIKE 70% in. -.- It's been such a long time since I've 1. perspired; 2.been in the sun; 3. moved my ass apart from walking. Then Julian and I left at 4 for farrer park. (: We were slightly early so we stopped at novena to top up my card plus get stuff to eat/drink.
I was being mean today and I sulked (one can call it 撒娇）cause I really wanted to spend time with him, but then I realised that I shouldn't always hog him. I mean our classmates wanted to play tennis and he had the rackets, if I told him I wanted to go out with him without playing tennis, I would've deprived them of having fun today. I wouldn't have had so much fun as well. BUT STILL, I would've been a lot happier had we gone out. Like I said, it's not the matter of where we go, or what we do, as long as it's with YOU. SURPRISE SURPRISE, IT RHYMES A LITTLE! :D Being selfless hurts sometimes lol. Such a dumb bimbotic comment to make haha. Yl would laugh at me.
Sigh being with him just takes my mind off so many things. It's just the both of us. (: It's something I can't exactly describe, but I love every moment of it. I never get enough of him and it sucks (or not). I know many other people find it difficult to even meet their other half, while I get to see him almost everyday. 1. I don't ever get sick of him; 2. seeing him in school is actually restricting and different from spending private time together; 3. I miss him on weekends when there's no school; 4. so like different relationships and different conditions have different 'problems'. This isn't even a problem to begin with anyway. I shouldn't complain right? But humans are naturally tough to please and satisfy and we're greedy. >.< Things will be worse when he goes for NS. EEKS don't wanna think about it.
*warning: mushy parts ahead, don't read if you can't take it :p*
LALALA anyway I know he'll definitely read this so I just wanna tell him something.
DEAR it doesn't mean anything even if a whole mob of guys like me, or that all of them are better looking than you or whatever. I know who's the right one for me, and it's YOU and only you. OUTCOME IN SIGHT IS LIKE THIS: YOU AND ME SPENDING THE REST OF OUR LIVES TOGETHER (yay) You're the only one I want, and the only one who loves me so much and sacrifices so much for me love. I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused you, the times when I've hurt you ever so unintentionally. I just wish you could be truly happy with me and that's what I want. I'd do anything if it meant guaranteeing your happiness. It means so much to see you smile and laugh instead of seeing a frown on your face. I know this is a really difficult period for you and I completely understand if you can't be as happy as before. I just hope that I'll be the one that'll be able to bring the old you back, the one that'll make you smile amidst all your worries. That's my job anyway :D JAM always, dear. Ok I think I'm taking far too long to do this one post, so I'll end off here.
LOTS OF LOVE,
YOUR #1 FAN. <3
hey yl, thanks for today. (: I love you.
Thanks dear for everyday with you, I love you more :D 6minutes before I call you!
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