Thursday, July 26, 2007
I'VE MOVED!http://subtle-red.livejournal.comPLEASE DO VISIT AND COMMENT MANY MANY! IT'S PRETTY DEAD AT THE MOMENT HEE.
TOODLES!
I whispered
at 8:17 PM
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
hello friends, this is my 107th post, but it may very well be the last one here. Like I've been telling many people, blogger is so not private anymore tsk tsk. haha so I've switched to LJ! Uni would say FINALLY. YES dear friend, I've finally found the time and reason to switch sides. (HAHA THIS IS NOT MEANT TO BE A JOKE/LAME) Here's to a whole new chapter hopefully. BTW I'll keep my blog account cause there're seriously too many beautiful memories to just DELETE like that. I'll miss you old blog. :D
XXOO,
MEL
I whispered
at 9:36 PM
Thursday, July 12, 2007
I can't believe it. Wanna talk bout it, but can't >.< 11/7/07 sucked. BIG TIME.
I whispered
at 12:43 AM
Never again
Thursday, July 05, 2007
This is all we have,
some things never change.
Ill be there for you,
in your darkest hour,
let our love shine us through.
Never again will you be alone,
cause in the circle of life,
I begin to see…
That nothing ever changes for me.
I walked through the hallway,
nothing in mind.
Got a glimpse of the future,
and all I can find.
Is the love of my life,
standing by my side.
Bracing the challenges awaiting us
yet again I see…
you were right there next to me.
If life were to pass us by,
I would want u know.
That nothing would change,
our love would still flow.
When the time has come,
for us to part.
Ill will see u again.
For u live in my heart.
Just to let u know,
ill be there everyday.
Though things may change,
and life moves on.
One thing’s for sure…
ill be there for you.
Always…
Composed by Julian
Dedicated to Mel
I whispered
at 10:39 PM
FOR HIM
Today started off pretty badly, but it turned out all right as usual (: After school: 7B mass tennis! :D with yl, vinod, jia yi, yinwei, mike, julian and ZH. Melody left rather soon while candice watched us play. (: it was imba fun/funny. I think I'm such an embarrassment when it comes to tennis. HAHAHA. It's called 班门弄斧 man. I'm such a weirdo. My backhand is pretty ok, but I simply suck at forehand. COMPLETE MISSES. NOT ONCE IT COMES INTO CONTACT WITH THE TENNIS BALL, BUT BACKHAND IS LIKE 70% in. -.- It's been such a long time since I've 1. perspired; 2.been in the sun; 3. moved my ass apart from walking. Then Julian and I left at 4 for farrer park. (: We were slightly early so we stopped at novena to top up my card plus get stuff to eat/drink.
I was being mean today and I sulked (one can call it 撒娇）cause I really wanted to spend time with him, but then I realised that I shouldn't always hog him. I mean our classmates wanted to play tennis and he had the rackets, if I told him I wanted to go out with him without playing tennis, I would've deprived them of having fun today. I wouldn't have had so much fun as well. BUT STILL, I would've been a lot happier had we gone out. Like I said, it's not the matter of where we go, or what we do, as long as it's with YOU. SURPRISE SURPRISE, IT RHYMES A LITTLE! :D Being selfless hurts sometimes lol. Such a dumb bimbotic comment to make haha. Yl would laugh at me.
Sigh being with him just takes my mind off so many things. It's just the both of us. (: It's something I can't exactly describe, but I love every moment of it. I never get enough of him and it sucks (or not). I know many other people find it difficult to even meet their other half, while I get to see him almost everyday. 1. I don't ever get sick of him; 2. seeing him in school is actually restricting and different from spending private time together; 3. I miss him on weekends when there's no school; 4. so like different relationships and different conditions have different 'problems'. This isn't even a problem to begin with anyway. I shouldn't complain right? But humans are naturally tough to please and satisfy and we're greedy. >.< Things will be worse when he goes for NS. EEKS don't wanna think about it.
*warning: mushy parts ahead, don't read if you can't take it :p*
LALALA anyway I know he'll definitely read this so I just wanna tell him something.
DEAR it doesn't mean anything even if a whole mob of guys like me, or that all of them are better looking than you or whatever. I know who's the right one for me, and it's YOU and only you. OUTCOME IN SIGHT IS LIKE THIS: YOU AND ME SPENDING THE REST OF OUR LIVES TOGETHER (yay) You're the only one I want, and the only one who loves me so much and sacrifices so much for me love. I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused you, the times when I've hurt you ever so unintentionally. I just wish you could be truly happy with me and that's what I want. I'd do anything if it meant guaranteeing your happiness. It means so much to see you smile and laugh instead of seeing a frown on your face. I know this is a really difficult period for you and I completely understand if you can't be as happy as before. I just hope that I'll be the one that'll be able to bring the old you back, the one that'll make you smile amidst all your worries. That's my job anyway :D JAM always, dear. Ok I think I'm taking far too long to do this one post, so I'll end off here.
LOTS OF LOVE,
YOUR #1 FAN. <3
hey yl, thanks for today. (: I love you.
Thanks dear for everyday with you, I love you more :D 6minutes before I call you!
I whispered
at 9:44 PM
Monday, July 02, 2007
(: I got a chance to meet Julian today at Raffles Place. He was out with the guys at Thomson Plaza while I was at Alexandria Hospital, so I took the east-west line and got off there. I kinda waited for some time cause the boys had to make their way to j8 before he took the train down. But it was all worth it. The silly boy followed me all the way to Parkway Parade and back, can you believe it? He had no reason to do that whatsoever except just to spend time with me I guess. :D thanks love.
We ate at some singapore post building's KFC cause we were both starving. Then we got to PP and I went for my dental appt while he walked around I guess (no idea I think he went to eat more stuff cause he told me he ate portugese egg tarts -.-).
While I was waiting for my turn here's what happened:
J: hey er mel is it your turn yet? how long more?
M: nope. shouldn't be too long I guess.
J: oh er I'm with my tennis friends now. Is it ok if I go out with them. I think we're going to town. So I'm leaving first ok?
M: oh....ok
J: yup ok I'll see you tomorrow then, bye.
*silence* then I remembered my GAP jacket was in his bag and I kinda needed it since I felt cold as usual.
M: hey my jacket's in your bag you know?
J: oh er I'll return it another day.
M: HUH WHAT? WHERE ARE YOU?
J: I said I'll return it another day?
M: *notices guy with bright orange shirt outside*
J: I'LL RETURN IT ANOTHER DAY.
M: OH. *grabs valuables and walks out*
J: *grinning from ear to ear* I WAS KIDDING LA!
M: VERY NICE TO CHEAT MY FEELINGS IS IT.
J: YEAH VERY NICE.
M: -.- so where're you going?
J: NOWHERE I WAS KIDDING.
AND SO IT WAS, I GOT CHEATED. AFTER DENTAL APPT, I got my beloved cinnamon pretzel while he got lychee green tea bubble tea (he hates bubble tea but knows I love it). He's honestly such a sweet thoughtful boy. Lucky me. Then we both headed home.
Though we didn't have enough private time, I'm glad that I at least got to see him before the proper start of classes and everything. Cause I know it'll be difficult once term 3 starts proper. Anyway we haven't seen each other since friday and I was really glad for today's outing though it was pretty short. I love you dear. I'm always here for you, I really hope I'll be able to help you tide through this really tough period. Chin up yeah? (: OK I'M DONE WITH THIS POST. READ, PACK THEN GET READY FOR BED SO I CAN CALL YOU BEFORE YOU SLEEP. <3
ARGH SCHOOL STARTS IN BOUT 8 HOURS. GOD SAVE ME. HERE COMES THE STRESS AGAIN. *CRIES*
I whispered
at 10:53 PM
I just wanna thank everyone who came down for my party, everyone who wished me and made my birthday this year such an enjoyable and unforgettable one, despite the current situation we're in. Thanks to 7B especially those who came down on friday, SSMO (for their loving support and Jess' uncanny present), IJ friends (who surprisingly remembered!), BEE CHNG (my darling primary school friend who remembered) and Julian Foo Beng Kiat for celebration after celebrations and present after presents love. (:
Party at SICC was such a blast for me. Bowling, talking and yeah just hanging around with friends, laughing and camwhoring. I WANT PICTURES! WE took so many pictures in so many different cameras I think I've lost track of what's in what. I mainly want pictures from these people: ELAINE (with the camera that chirps/squeaks every time it's turned on, YL (I think I caught you taking some paparazzi pictures of ahem me and someone else?), JULIAN (with your imba camera). HAHA I don't think anyone could forget how while I was bowling I accidentally flung the bowling ball backwards. OMG I'm not helping anyone to forget how loserish I was that day. -.- The chocolate cake from awfully chocolate was AWESOME. It's chocolate but I actually liked it! :D Then I had to head home while the rest of the class went out for dinner.
THEN, SATURDAY! Went for Christina Aguilera's back to basics tour concert. Must commend her for being able to sustain her powerful voice for 1.5 hours straight! The crowd went wild when she started singing lady marmalade and candyman. I thought the concert was awfully short with no intermission and no encore. We suspect that they're rushing off the europe for the rest of her tour. Oh well. The view was pretty good for the basic tickets anyway. So yes it's my virgin concert and a good one at that. I'm not an ardent fan of hers but I recognise a powerful voice when I hear one and appreciate it man. Kudos to her for her PRETTYFUL Marilyn Monroe-inpsired dressing. It was gorgeous. I wanted her shoes especially the pretty gliterry ones. OMG THEY actually had a small circus opening act for one of their songs, with the backup dancers walking on stilts, on the trapeze etc etc. It made me think that being hre backup dancer must really be such a demanding job! Imagine mastering all different kinds of dances and having to put in gruelling hours to work on walking on stilts and on the trapeze. EEKS, they'd better be paid a good sum. OK RANDOM.
Ok that sums up my weekend I guess. It's back to school tomorrow. *cries* here comes the stress again. OUR PW IS SO SCREWED I TELL YOU. >.< Enjoy youth day holiday youths! :D
I whispered
at 10:28 AM
In loving memory of Thaddeus Cheong
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
My bestest friend Thaddeus Cheong Wing Kit, Hey buddy, chin up yeah? Sigh, I’m having mixed feelings here. ): Right about now, I’m 20% happy cause you have moved on to a better place, 20% angry cause i) you left me without a goodbye ii) You pang se me, you said we would be there for each other through thick and thin in RJC together and you just left like that. iii) You would punch me right now after u hear this reason, and its cause you reached heaven before me! Most importantly however, is the fact that I just lost my very best friend 60% depression, well 20+20+60= erm 100? Yay my maths good ok! Sigh I don’t know where to start, we had so many adventures together. LOL it’s like 2 am on the 26th of June which happens to be Melissa’s birthday. Sigh U 2 really surprised me on my birthday. I’m sure she would want u to attend her birthday so like drop by yeah? I should know, I’m her other half (:
I really don’t know where to begin. There is so much about you that I love and really appreciate. Alright then! Let’s start with our adventures in Catholic High School shall we? Hmmm, remember the time when we cheated for Geography test in Secondary 2? The one where we placed the answers on the table and just copied? Man Cat High teachers are really off their guard. OH OH OH and there was the time where we ran away from the prefects who wanted us to take a hair cut la. Wah lau we ran our hearts out man. Haha, good times good times. Then we would always lie down on the lockers in our classroom and just nap during recess? Or we like ran out of class early to play soccer in the field and practice our freekicks and all. Hey I was better at them OK! Haha. You kick so off make me go pick ball somemore. Sigh I missed those unforgettable moments together as Catholic High students. The best time when we were always there for each other was just before our O levels. Man that was when we were so stressed (P.S even though we really didn’t study for it :p Oooops) I remembered going to your house with Martin Cheong MUN HO! Haha, then we would play with Cookie and try to do maths. Likewise when you would come over to my place to so called “MUG”, well just that I didn’t have a dog, I HAD COOL COMPUTER GAMES! WORMS OMG WORMS WAS FUNNY! Haha. Man it was really great having you around buddy. You beat me to heaven U! ): LOL those were the days. Nothing beats that man. Well I guess that’s a wrap for Catholic High life. It was seriously fun man. Oh and the day before results were coming out for Os. We were like Damn scared la. Even though getting below 20 points is seriously like erh… Haha U LA! SOMEMORE TELL ME NO NEED TO STUDY ALSO CAN ONE! Make me worry like siao. Haha Hey but what are friends for yeah? WORRY also worry together right?
So yeah talking about more recent events, the surprise you gave me with Melissa was really really touching man. To tell you the truth, no one has ever surprised me for my birthday and seriously this 17th birthday of mine was one I will never forget as my 2 best friends were present. What more could I have asked for? Ok I think you wanted me to skip the mushy parts and just go straight to the point. Well basically, we had lots of fun right? I mean I had to guess the clues and all Melissa passed you and we had to run all over Suntec City right? It’s really something man. It may seem like something small but to me it really meant a lot. I’ve used the towel you gave me already. Sexy man. :D Haha Sigh, it really feels weird without you buddy. Who is the one who will kick me from behind and call my name? Who will call me ASS so loudly such that the whole canteen can hear? I’ll feel so misplaced without you man buddy old pal. Ok now to the really mushy part of me. Sigh. ): Another moment to remember would be YOUR 17th BIRTHDAY celebration with your family. I was the only one invited and that really meant a lot to me man. Even though you don’t say it, I could see that we really had deep feelings for each other. (I’m not gay btw) (:
Thaddeus Cheong WING KIT, you are everything I could have ever asked for in a friend, you are more than what words can describe. I’ll give you something to chew on, you define the word friend. I thank you again for all these wonderful memories Thaddeus Cheong buddy. I’ll miss you but like the song says, even though you are gone, your spirit carries on in all of your loves ones with me in it :D I LOVE YOU LOTS THADDUES! YOU ARE THE MAN AND YOU ALWAYS WILL BE TO ME! THANKS BEST BUD.
From your bestest best buddy,
Julian Foo BENG KIAT!
I whispered
at 2:35 AM
Jules's music list?
Saturday, June 23, 2007
1. Put your music player on shuffle.2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.3. Put the last title of the song as the subject4. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
If the rain must fall – James morrison
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
The world is black – Good Charlotte
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
A moment like this – kelly Clarkson
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Unfaithful - Rihanna
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
More than words - Westlife
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Better late than forever - Allister
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Confessions of a broken heart – Lindsay Lohan
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Fatal Tragedy – Dream theater
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Making love out of nothing at all – Air supply
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES?
Could it be – Christy Romano
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Promise – Simple Plan
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
I never told you what I do for a living – My Chemical Romance
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Everytime we touch – Cascada
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
You’re not alone - Saosin
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
It’s my life – Bon Jovi
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Chapter 4 – Avenged Sevenfold
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
The one you love – Glen frey
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Boys and girl – Good Charlotte
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
When you are looking like that - WestLife
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Breaking the Habit – Linkin park
I whispered
at 11:25 AM
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. Put the last title of the song as the subject
4. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Something Stupid - Robbie Williams feat Nicole Kidman
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
It's gonna be me - N*sync
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Do you want to - Franz Ferdinand
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Black Black Heart - David Usher
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Queen of my heart - Westlife
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
A lifetime - better than ezra
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Mr Brightside - The Killers
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
The Tide is High - Atomic Kitten
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Lying is the most fun a girl can have (without taking her clothes off) - Panic! at the disco
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES?
Put your record on - corinne bailey rae
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Fly away - corrine may
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Something about you - corrine may
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
high and dry - radiohead
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
What makes you different (makes you beautiful) - BSB
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Yellow - coldplay
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Can't fight the moonlight - leann rimes
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
kiss me - sixpence none the richer (!!)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Sugar we're going down - fall out boy
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
World of our own - Westlife
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Show stopper - Danity Kane
:D amusing stuff. ok back to mugging. GANBATTE NE? :x
I whispered
at 12:44 AM
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